out of it

y'know some stuffs got me lately,its just sometimes i feel the depression days coming especially at school's end,sometimes i feel that my happy days are far from reach, i try to hide my depression by just going with the flow, but for some reason it just bothers me, i dont know why but people are suppose to be happy its summer, but not me, i have a spitload of stuff to do during summer vacation,advanced summer classes at west valley, working from 4-9 as a intern at the hospital my mom works at, -_____-,of course i have my free days too, but its huts not the same why do i all of a sudden feel crappy at ending type-stuff, i missed freshman year where i didnt have to worry about anything because it was easy breezy, now its all , i guess they were right when they said sophomore year is going to be a btch, they were definately right, glad i got through it though, i hope next two years will be just as the same as freshman year, cause im getting the early case of senioritis, on a lighter note i passed my exit exams 410 out of 450 for math segment and 390 out of 400 something for english, yeah i was pretty happy about that, thats the good side, i just hope i can clear this BS away soon, i definately need something to make my day