i guess......

lately ive had alot of bad stuff popping into my mind at the moment, a serious headache, and nothing to ease it off, physically im really hurt right now because of this headache and also the other thing thats going on right now, its just idk, ive been turned down/rejected, cheated on, so many times, i just cant stand it, maybe im just assuming stuff, its like ive been sucked into a whirlpool, i try to escape but i cant, people have been giving me advice and i thank them for that, but i dont know because sometimes it varies alot -_- actions speak louder than words and i dont know if this action will match with words, sigh idk, i dont want to end up in the same situation as in not making eye contact as i am with this other girl , because that other girl doesnt say "hi" to me anymore or even make eye contact with me, sigh playoffs arent going to help me ease this off, plus idk if ill be able to sleep tonight, cause this will be bothering me, i guess ill wait in the waiting room like everybody does to see how this situation flows

-Kevin Magro